Holding your hand

Will there be any chance of me holding your hands to guide you through all your sadness and also share your happiness? Maybe yes and maybe no. But no matter what, just remember I will always be here for you when you need me. One day you might be holding some other lucky guy's hands instead of mine, but do know that as long as you are happy, I will always be happy too. Loving someone doesn't mean you got to be with them, just by seeing her happy is more than satisfying. I really do think it's time for me to let go, because it really hurts me to see you heartbroken as you are forcing yourself to forget about HIM. Just remember, you will always have a special place in my heart. MMUAX

Should I let go?Am I trying to hard?

Am I trying to hard for you? I'm so afraid that you are suffocating because of that. The way I care about you may be different from what you have experienced in your previous relationships but this is the only way that I know of showing how much you mean to me. I feel like the more you see me, the more I make you think of HIM. Maybe I'm just thinking to much, but if I'm making it really hard for you just let me know and I will definitely back off. I just want you to be happy, whether with me or with someone else. Seeing you happy will make me happy.

Waiting For You

The rain calms me down, my whole body just feels free when rain touches my skin. The rain is like a friend to me. I love crying in the rain because no one can see it.
Am I who I really am? Or am I just hiding my true self?
I really want to know the answer to that question.
Sometimes people see's the bad side of me and sometimes the good,
sometimes they see me pissed but sometimes they see me laughing like a maniac,
but which of it is real?
I can't even answer it myself.
All I know is, whenever I'm with you, I feel me,the real ME.
No matter what happens and wherever you are going, just remember that I will always be here waiting.

I never felt nothing in the world like this before
Now I'm missing you
& I'm wishing that you would come back through my door
Why did you have to go? You could have let me know
So now I'm all alone,
Girl you could have stayed
but you wouldn't give me a chance
With you not around it's a little bit more then i can stand
And all my tears they keep running down my face
Why did you turn away?

So why does your pride make you run and hide?

It's been a long time since you called me
You got me feeling crazy
How can you walk away,
Everything stays the same
I just can't do it baby
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is & it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me, your still in love with me
Don't leave me crying.
Baby why can't we just start over again
Get it back to the way it was
If you give me a chance I can love you right
But your telling me it wont be enough
So baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you
So why does you pride make you run & hide
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what your keeping inside
That's not how you wanted to be
Baby I will wait for you
Baby I will wait for you
If it's the last thing i do
Baby I will wait for you
Cause I don''t know what else i can do
Don't tell me I ran out of time
If it takes the rest of my life
Baby I will wait for you
If you think I'm fine it just ain't true
I really need you in my life
No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you

I'll Be Waiting.

You and Me

Can you forget about him? Do you think I will have a chance to make a difference in your life? Will I ever be the person that you wish to see whenever you are sad or happy? Will I be the 1 who will hold your hand until the end of time? I really don't know when you will be able to answer all my questions, all I know is I will wait no matter how long it takes and how painful it is for me, whether you will ever be with me or not,but all I can tell you is that I LOVE YOU and I will do all I can to make you happy.

What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive.

Manchester United 3 Malaysia 2

There wasn't really any doubt who will actually win the game, but Malaysia did put up a good fight by scoring twice ( Congrats to team Malaysia ), but in the end Manchester United did manage to win the game with just a few minutes to spare. The final score was Man.U 3 M'Sia 2. The winner being scored by an ex-Liverpool player, Michael Owen. It was a wonderful experience for me as I got to watch the my favorite team play LIVE. All in all Man.U is still the team to beat in the Premier League even though they have lost to main players ( so watch out Liverpool,Chelsea, Arsenal and Man.City ), we are not going to give up the title without putting up a good fight. Long Live Manchester United.

To My Dear ^^

Don't know how you will look like today leh? Dressing up just for your cousin's wedding. But I am sure of 1 thing, no matter how you dress, you will always look so beautiful to me. Miss you dear. MMUAX!!!

Manchester United Is In Town...

My favorite Red Devils is in town. Manchester United vs Malaysia XI. No doubt who the winner will be but still it's going to be a fantastic game for all the Man.U supporters. We may have lost CR7 and Tevez but we still have plenty of bullets left in our holster. No offense to other Premiership teams, but Man.U is going to whop all your asses again in the League next year. Glory Glory Man.United. Once a fan, forever a fan. Long Live Manchester United.

My dear

Can't stop thinking of her day and night. Just feel like hugging her to sleep every night and kiss her cheek every morning before starting the day. Every thing that I seem to do know, it all relates back to her, really starting to fall deeply in love with her. Hope you know it la DEAR. = ) . Don't know what you doing now leh? Missing you so so much. MMuax

A song for my Dear( you know who you are) = )

You are the girl of my dreams
In my heart, I believe
You are the girl of my dreams, baby
Of my dreams
All alone, in my room
Wishing that you were here
Without you, in my arms I'm
holding back all of the tears
Without you in my life I'll never be satisfied

Sometimes I feel I could
have been better to you
All I wasn't is a chance
To prove that my love is true
Without you in my life I'll never be satisfied

Baby let's go back in time
To when our hearts would shine
And I could hold you tight
In my dreams at night

Chevonne

My dear lil sis. I'm sorry your big bro haven't really been free to hang out with you for quite some time. But DO REMEMBER, you are always my lil sis and I will always be there when you need me. I will see you soon okay? And when I do, I will definitely give my dearest sis a BIG BIG bear HUG!!! Remember you are never alone cause you will always have me,this big naughty Brother there for you 24-7. = )

My beautiful Mummy

This is my lenglui mummy Bridget aka Kai Mah, hehe. Someone who I haven gotten close with by going to Ampang Gospel Church. Someone that is always there for me whenever I need her. Someone that loves God like I do. But most importantly, she is someone that always supports me. Thanks mummy. Son love u so so much. ^^

Jia Hui

She is the girl that is always in my dreams and thoughts all the time. Just by looking at her, it puts a smile on my face and dries up my tears. I'm just so glad I got to know her because knowing her is the best thing that has ever happened to me so far. I really hope you know how much you mean to me. =)

Exams!!!

Time really passes so fast without us noticing at all. It seems like it's still May,but guess what, I'm wrong. It's July now and my final exam is coming soon. Just 3 more weeks to go. OMG!!! Can anyone help me? Haven even started studying at all, I just have a feeling that I'm so gonna fail. ><

Kobe Bryant

Currently the best player on the planet. My idol as well as a player I try to learn from to improve on my game and get better as a basketball player. Motivation, Talent, Determination, Hardwork, Teamwork and Practice will get me there.

The 3 Musketeers

We look damn gay man. LOL. 3 brothers each hugging a Patrick soft toy and acting cute. :P
Love you guys man..... Brother's for life..... Peace out